Journey to the Heart of the Ancient Tree

The journey to the heart of my soul intertwined with the heart of the ancient tree.This journey occurred during meditation by traveling deeply into my heart and womb portal

Massive lush greens in subtle motion are dancing in front of my eyes. An intense smell similar to an animal’s scat mingled with fresh rain and the smell of an ethereal flower is awakening my olfactory senses. Traveling through my whole body, I can feel an extreme heat, making my entire naked body beaded with sweat. A drop trickling down my spine to the small of my back, dripping off my tail bone where I can feel a slight vibration blooming and spreading to the left and right sides of my backbone announcing the presence of the life force.

I can see my wet hands, trying to brush aside the veil of huge green leaves, enabling me to find my way through. It seems I am in a tropical rainforest.

I find my body leaning backwards while levitating and floating in the air. A beautiful green coil entwining my body tightly from feet to chest. at the speed of no time, his abyss-like eyes locked to mine. Time stops in an infinite void . I am being swallowed by a green Amazonian anaconda.

Flowing fast forward, weightless, motionless through a dark tunnel. It is like a strong force is drawing me towards itself.  I can see colorful lights; green, red, yellow, purple passing quickly from the sides of my eyes.

I am born from the anaconda’s womb to a golden light space.

Standing on my feet, motionless, surrounded by the dense golden light, trying to see through. I cannot see anything, except the golden light. Trying harder, I can see a dot in great distance, growing bigger as moving toward me, revealing to be an ancient tree.

I am sitting inside the tree, on the mighty cold wet dirt, while breathing in and out a slightly warmer air. A familiar vibrant silence has encompassed me. I can see through a slight ray of light, beautiful sinuous roots and limbs of the ancient tree crawling down the inner bark, descending into the earth and ascending out, passing underneath me covering the entire lumpy round space.  A strong sense of home, a fiery warm love blooming in my heart as I feel the sweet presence of an old friend.  A deep desire to merge with her rising in my heart, awakening senses through my entire body. Noticing my breath in eerie silence, with each breath, I can feel the frequency of my heart growing bigger along with a sense of excitement.

Breathing deeper and deeper, my heart is getting more and more open. I breathe deeply into my womb and flex my womb muscles upward. a sense of pleasure arising as I feel the empty space inside it, which like a channel, is sucking the energy into my womb and going up to the center of my head

It looks like light is throbbing in my third eye. I feel expanded and a tingling sensation at the back of my head. From the top of my head, a smooth stream of light coming in, embracing all of me. I suddenly release all the tension, all control. My head rocks down against the ground.  In full surrender, full receptivity, I can joyfully feel a strong vibration from earth coming through the three channels at my base, washing my whole being. With no mind, with no resistance, I let it wash me. An infinite joy, heavenly pleasure moving through me. I fully give myself to the pleasure. The more I do, the more channels open. It seems my body is turning into an empty vessel, for energy to flow through. I feel an extreme expansion, the essence, the heart of the tree in my heart. The more I attune myself to her energy, And the deeper I travel to the depth of her heart, The deeper I travel to the depth my own heart, my own soul. It seems my heart and her heart are one. My identity dissolving into a soft beautiful energy. Countless rays of colors emanating from my heart portal. weightless, filled with ecstatic joy of activation of my true essence,.. my divine self. The closest I felt to my self… Thousands of goddesses blooming in my womb.

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My blog is about the frequent experiences I have with etheric realm of magic and mystery interwoven with our physical world,my journey to the realm of heart,my experiences of deep orgasmic connection, intimacy and love with aspects of my own soul, my inner lover(s) and other beings of high vibrations, who I perceive as expansive aspect of my own consciousness,the realms I see and connect to energetically through deep listening, through my whole body and sensitivity to subtle energies, through portals of heart, womb, inner eye and every single cell,the...

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I trace the beginning of my current spiritual awakening to 2015 when I was introduced to White tantric/Kundalini Yoga as taught by Yogi Bhajan. My regular practice of Kundalini yoga and associated breathing exercises gave me an understanding of the ways of “energy flow” and opened my “Kundalini channel”. From 2015 to 2018, I explored various healing modalities and meditation techniques such as Chi gong and Vipassana as well as worked with shamans and plant medicines. Chi-gong further enhanced my understanding of the ‘energy flow”. Vipassana taught me that every...

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"Enchantment of The Feminine Heart For New Earth" is an art project and a part of my vision of the New Earth. This is my attempt at restoring the “missing” role of the sacred feminine in history, particularly in relation to religious practices. I couldn’t agree more with Nancy Qualls-Corbett as she explores the loss of reverence for goddess over time.  "With the advent of patriarchal religion and the consequent loss of reverence for the goddess, the conscious development of women was significantly blocked. Slowly she began to worship gods...
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