Massive lush greens in subtle motion are dancing in front of my eyes. An intense smell similar to an animal’s scat mingled with fresh rain and the smell of an ethereal flower is awakening my olfactory senses. Traveling through my whole body, I can feel an extreme heat, making my entire naked body beaded with sweat. A drop trickling down my spine to the small of my back, dripping off my tail bone where I can feel a slight vibration blooming and spreading to the left and right sides of my backbone announcing the presence of the life force.
I can see my wet hands, trying to brush aside the veil of huge green leaves, enabling me to find my way through. It seems I am in a tropical rainforest.
I find my body leaning backwards while levitating and floating in the air. A beautiful green coil entwining my body tightly from feet to chest. at the speed of no time, his abyss-like eyes locked to mine. Time stops in an infinite void . I am being swallowed by a green Amazonian anaconda.
Flowing fast forward, weightless, motionless through a dark tunnel. It is like a strong force is drawing me towards itself. I can see colorful lights; green, red, yellow, purple passing quickly from the sides of my eyes.
I am born from the anaconda’s womb to a golden light space.
Standing on my feet, motionless, surrounded by the dense golden light, trying to see through. I cannot see anything, except the golden light. Trying harder, I can see a dot in great distance, growing bigger as moving toward me, revealing to be an ancient tree.
I am sitting inside the tree, on the mighty cold wet dirt, while breathing in and out a slightly warmer air. A familiar vibrant silence has encompassed me. I can see through a slight ray of light, beautiful sinuous roots and limbs of the ancient tree crawling down the inner bark, descending into the earth and ascending out, passing underneath me covering the entire lumpy round space. A strong sense of home, a fiery warm love blooming in my heart as I feel the sweet presence of an old friend. A deep desire to merge with her rising in my heart, awakening senses through my entire body. Noticing my breath in eerie silence, with each breath, I can feel the frequency of my heart growing bigger along with a sense of excitement.
Breathing deeper and deeper, my heart is getting more and more open. I breathe deeply into my womb and flex my womb muscles upward. a sense of pleasure arising as I feel the empty space inside it, which like a channel, is sucking the energy into my womb and going up to the center of my head
It looks like light is throbbing in my third eye. I feel expanded and a tingling sensation at the back of my head. From the top of my head, a smooth stream of light coming in, embracing all of me. I suddenly release all the tension, all control. My head rocks down against the ground. In full surrender, full receptivity, I can joyfully feel a strong vibration from earth coming through the three channels at my base, washing my whole being. With no mind, with no resistance, I let it wash me. An infinite joy, heavenly pleasure moving through me. I fully give myself to the pleasure. The more I do, the more channels open. It seems my body is turning into an empty vessel, for energy to flow through. I feel an extreme expansion, the essence, the heart of the tree in my heart. The more I attune myself to her energy, And the deeper I travel to the depth of her heart, The deeper I travel to the depth my own heart, my own soul. It seems my heart and her heart are one. My identity dissolving into a soft beautiful energy. Countless rays of colors emanating from my heart portal. weightless, filled with ecstatic joy of activation of my true essence,.. my divine self. The closest I felt to my self… Thousands of goddesses blooming in my womb.