I trace the beginning of my current spiritual awakening to 2015 when I was introduced to White tantric/Kundalini Yoga as taught by Yogi Bhajan. My regular practice of Kundalini yoga and associated breathing exercises gave me an understanding of the ways of “energy flow” and opened my “Kundalini channel”. from 2015 to 2018, I explored various healing modalities and meditation techniques such as Chi gong and Vipassana as well as worked with shamans and plant medicines. The plan medicine of central America, Ayahuasca, taught me immensely of the Mother source’s love. My studies further enhanced my understanding of the ‘energy flow”. I was fortunate to have the opportunity to visit numerous destinations, Goddess Temple of ashland, ISIS sanctuary in Napa valley, associated with feminine energy and the goddess.

Toward the end of 2017 I retreated to isolation and deep contemplation. I meditated to heal myself in the quiet beautiful expanses of my own energetic aura and explore my inner realms. I spent time in nature, integrating all the knowledge I received during the previous years.

I learnt to use the sexual kundalini energy to connect deeply to my body, soul and trans-dimensional beings.  I connected to the energy of the earth very deeply. I connected to elementals, stars, extraterrestrials and crystals as well as beings and civilizations associated to specific crystals. I connected to archetypal energies of goddesses such as Isis and Ishtar. I connected to angels and my guides which I found to be an extension of my consciousness. I experienced pure orgasmic states of love. I experienced dissolution of my being into the source energy and the deep intimacy and love with all forms of existence.

I learnt that during meditation I deeply feel the subtle energies and vibrations outside as well as inside my body. I feel them in my womb, my chest, my belly and my forehead. I realized that my whole body is a portal to higher dimension. During meditation a whole world of portals opens up for me. I travel through them and receive information and remember past/parallel lives and memories. I become aware of alternate realms existing simultaneously with the physical realm. When I gradually enter the state of full surrender, my whole body transforms to a channel for energy to flow, waves of energy passes through me until I dissolve into timeless vibrations of love.

I learnt to attune to alternate frequencies and experience myself as a plant, a seed, a tree or a river. I learnt to open my heart and listen deeply, with my whole body, to these subtle frequencies. By deep listening, in full surrender, my frequency gets attuned to theirs and gradually my form, in the energetic level, transmutes, allowing me to experience the magic and mystery of being a tree or a faery. Their memories unfold and reveal themselves to me. I receive visions, while I am feeling what is felt by a tree. I remember memories of being a mermaid in the ocean, of being a faery in the woods, or me in my pre-born state, experiencing ecstatic orgasmic waves of love in the womb of Mother source.

When I am in nature and connected to the beautiful earth goddess with streams of her energy passing through me I feel my womb is “one” with her. It feels like my womb is plugged into her, an extension of her. I feel all the earth’s magic and mystery, underground roots of trees, elemental beings all in my womb. I experience the magical homes of elemental beings in the interwoven bumpy roots of ancient trees in the dark cold of the underground. I feel the soft beautiful energies of the star-guardians of the land, lakes, trees, heart of the swan and the ancient dragons. They open my heart to love.

Surrendering to the Earth Goddess’s love reactivates deeply engraved memories of love inside my body. As I receive her fully, I travel deep into the most joyful orgasmic state. Nothing surpasses this state of joy. I feel as her daughter, in her service, created by her, from her soft elements. When the earth’s energy flows through me and travels from root reaching my crown chakra going up to the stars, my ethereal body transforms. I experience becoming an etheric beautiful swan, a dragon, or a phoenix, a star-being so much in love with my beauty and power. In love with every single cell of the body and making love to one’s own essence.  

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