I trace the beginning of my current spiritual awakening to 2015 when I was introduced to Kundalini/White tantric Yoga. My regular practice of Kundalini yoga and associated breathing exercises gave me an understanding of the ways of “energy flow” and opened my “Kundalini channel”. From 2015 to 2018, I explored various healing modalities and meditation techniques such as Chi gong and Vipassana as well as worked with shamans and plant medicines. Chi-gong further enhanced my understanding of the ‘energy flow”. Vipassana taught me that every single cell in my body is a portal to higher dimension and each cell carries information which I can access by traveling to and focusing deeply. This technique helped me to connect to my body in a much deeper level than I had experienced before. I experienced the first full dissolution of my being into the source energy during one of the Vipassana meditation sessions. The plant medicine of central America, Ayahuasca, taught me immensely of the Mother source’s love and help me in my journey of self-love. I connected with powerful feminine shamans in these Ayahuasca ceremonies. I was fortunate to have the opportunity to visit numerous destinations associated with feminine energy and the goddess including the Goddess Temple of ashland and ISIS sanctuary in Napa valley.
The second phase of this spiritual journey began towards the end of 2017 when I retreated to isolation and deep contemplation. I meditated to heal myself in the quiet beautiful expanses of my own energetic aura and explore my inner realms. I spent time in nature, integrating all the knowledge I had received during the previous years.
I learnt to use my sexual kundalini energy to connect deeply to my body, soul and trans-dimensional beings. I connected to the energy of the earth very deeply. I connected to elementals, stars, extraterrestrials and crystals as well as beings and civilizations associated to specific crystals. I connected to archetypal energies of goddesses such as Isis and Ishtar. I connected to angels and my guides who I found to be an extension of my consciousness. I experienced pure orgasmic states of love. I experienced dissolution of my being into the source energy and the deep intimacy and love with all forms of existence.I learnt that during meditation I deeply feel the subtle energies and vibrations outside as well as inside my body. I feel them in my womb, my chest, my belly and my forehead. I realized that my whole body is a portal to higher dimensions, and during meditation, through my body a whole world of portals opens up for me. I travel through them and receive information and remember past and parallel lives and memories. I become aware of alternate realms existing simultaneously within the physical realm. When I gradually enter the state of full surrender, my whole body transforms to a channel for energy to flow, waves of energy passing through me until I dissolve into timeless vibrations of love.
I learnt to attune to alternate frequencies and experience myself as a plant, a seed, a tree or a river. I learnt to open my heart and listen deeply, with my whole body, to these subtle frequencies. By deep listening, in full surrender, my frequency gets attuned to theirs and gradually my form, in the energetic level, transmutes, allowing me to experience the magic and mystery of being a tree or a faery. Their memories unfold and reveal themselves to me. I receive visions, while I am feeling what is felt by a tree. I remember memories of being a mermaid in the ocean, of being a faery in the woods, or me in my pre-born state, experiencing ecstatic orgasmic waves of love in the womb of Mother source.
When I am in nature and connected to the beautiful earth goddess with streams of her energy passing through me I feel my womb is “one” with her. It feels like my womb is plugged into her, an extension of her. I feel all the earth’s magic and mystery, underground roots of trees, elemental beings all in my womb. I experience the magical homes of elemental beings in the interwoven bumpy roots of ancient trees in the dark cold of the underground. I feel the soft beautiful energies of the star-guardians of the land, lakes, trees, heart of the swan and the ancient dragons. They open my heart to love.
Surrendering to the Earth Goddess’s love reactivates deeply engraved memories of love inside my body. As I receive her fully, I travel deep into the most joyful orgasmic state. Nothing surpasses this state of joy. I feel as her daughter, in her service, created by her, from her soft elements. When the earth’s energy flows through me and travels from root reaching my crown chakra going up to the stars, my ethereal body transforms. I experience becoming an etheric beautiful swan, a dragon, or a phoenix, a star-being so much in love with my beauty and power. In love with every single cell of the body and making love to one’s own essence.
In August 2019 I moved to the south of India, to Auroville, an intentional community, established by a French Woman, affectionately called the Mother, following the visions of the Indian mystic Shri Aurobindo. Together they had a dream of the new Dawn of Humanity and they set up Auroville as an experimental city, that will usher in this new era. This trip led me to the third phase of my spiritual journey.
The Energy of South India/ the state of Tamil Nadu, connected me to my galactic ancestral roots, my star origins and my first lifetime on earth, in Lemuria, during the Golden Age of Earth. In Tamil mythology, Kumari Kandam/Lemuria is a mythical continent, believed to be lost with an ancient civilization, located south of present-day India in the Indian Ocean. I became aware of my galactic origin’s relation to the blue races from the star Vega, the Hindu deities Rama and Krishna, the kings of Solar and Lunar dynasties on earth.
This rooted my fascination and love for the sacred texts of ancient India, the holy Vedas and the Mahabharata. While reading Mahabharata I re-lived the beautiful Treta yuga and memories of the Satya yuga. I reconnected to my soul family and best friend “Krishna” and connected to streams of light and love of these yugas. I foresaw “Portals” opening up, to the rebirth of Satya Yuga, the Golden Age of Earth and the return of the Crystal Races and their energetic influence in our world. Their sweet, beautiful, soft, wise energy , opening us up to the highest vibration of Love.